I don't know if I can or not. I'm just willing to try.
[ He doesn't want to give Carlisle any false hope. He's not promising anything. Only saying he isn't going to avoid the situation and hope for the best. ]
I mean, you saw what I can do. I've had these powers my whole life. I had to learn to keep them in check and how to make them useful and not just a total nightmare.
[ Ben's doing his best to be realistic and honest here but he's definitely going to just neglect to mention that almost all of his training was extremely abusive and fucked up and honestly his powers are still mostly a nightmare. He's going for a positive outlook here. He's really trying. ]
It's up to you. I'm not going to pressure you. Just think about it. And take care of yourself, okay? I know you said you're adjusting, but that black shit you were spitting up looked really painful.
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Date: 2019-11-12 09:37 pm (UTC)[ He doesn't want to give Carlisle any false hope. He's not promising anything. Only saying he isn't going to avoid the situation and hope for the best. ]
I mean, you saw what I can do. I've had these powers my whole life. I had to learn to keep them in check and how to make them useful and not just a total nightmare.
[ Ben's doing his best to be realistic and honest here but he's definitely going to just neglect to mention that almost all of his training was extremely abusive and fucked up and honestly his powers are still mostly a nightmare. He's going for a positive outlook here. He's really trying. ]
It's up to you. I'm not going to pressure you. Just think about it. And take care of yourself, okay? I know you said you're adjusting, but that black shit you were spitting up looked really painful.